Back-story: I go to a blog called The Goddess
Blogs every day. The Goddess Blogs consist of ten wonderful authors who take
turns blogging about whatever their little heart’s desire. I’ve gone there almost
daily for a couple years. In that amount of time, if you look hard enough, you
can kind of get to know people. To my surprise one of the authors from
TGB sent a friend request to me on Facebook. Wow. I was shocked. I still am to
this day, and now we follow each other on Instagram, as well. I think of it as a
very cool cyber-friendship.
If you follow along
you know I went to Atlanta last week to attend the Readers for Life Literacy
Autographing. I was super excited to meet some of my favorite romance authors.
Before the signing though the authors from TGB held a little meet and greet of
their own.
As promised I now
give you the story of how this became one of the best days of my life.
I stepped up to the
door and heard many voices coming from inside the room. The latch was flipped
to keep the door open a tiny bit. I hesitated and took a deep breath. This was
the opportunity of a lifetime, and I would hate myself if I wasted it. One more
deep breath and in I went. My nerves were working overtime. I was anxious yet
hesitant. When I looked up and saw how many people were in the room I wanted to
turn and bolt right back out the door. Then one person smiled, and another
waved. I looked around the room and locked eyes with the one person I so
desperately wanted to meet. My mouth was as dry as the dessert. How my body
moved at all is still a wonder, but the next thing I knew I was standing right
in front of my cyber-friend, and author I look up to, Barbara O’Neal.
I felt a goofy grin
growing on my face. I think I even reached out a hand to shake hers as I
introduced myself. (At least my brain was somewhat functioning.) I remember
saying, “I’m Kelly Watson.” Miss Barbara replied with a kind smile, “I thought
that was you. I love your pictures.”
Now, if I were smart
I would have replied, “I love your books.” But I’m apparently not quick, I’m
thick. My response was, “Thanks, yours aren’t so bad either!” I guess I'm lucky that at least a somewhat understandable sentence came out of my mouth, but I spoke the truth. I would like each and every one of her pics she
puts on Instagram, but I don’t want to seem… Dorky? Stalker-ish? Nerdy? You get
my meaning. We spoke for a while, the whole time I was thinking don’t say something stupid, don’t say
something stupid. I tried not to let my nerves show, but I think it was
about impossible not to see. We talked a little about writing, and she asked what workshops I would be attending. I think I saw a flicker of disappointment cross her eyes when I told her I regretfully had to leave the following day and could not attend any workshops. Maybe it was my own disappointment I saw reflected in her eyes. I know a beginning writer needs all the help they can get, and a few of those topics being covered I would've loved to gobble up, but right now I'm getting a business off the ground and could not be away any longer.
Time went on and I
mingled with a few people. I even signed an autograph for a woman on Sabrina
Jeffries street team. When I looked at the autographs of all the Goddesses I
told her I couldn’t put my name on there with them. Not yet anyways. She
laughed and turned it over and had me sign the back.
I met some people I
see responding on TGB. I met some other authors that popped in. I talked
briefly with TGB authors Madeline Hunter and Lori Austin. I think I even caught a glimpse of author Rachel Gibson. Author Claudia Dain’s personality overwhelmed me. I liked her before I met her, now I like her
even more. As time dwindled away I made my way back to Miss Barbara. I had to
be a total fan girl and get a picture, but we ended up in another conversation.
My nervousness slipped away and I started to let the enormity of the moment hit
me. This is something that I may never experience again. I tried to store away
every conversation, every laugh. When it was time to go I asked the lovely and
talented Christie Ridgway to take a picture of Miss Barbara and I. That even
turned out to be a funny little episode. Five pictures later we finally got one that worked for Miss
Barbara. I’ll show you the one that worked for me. Oh, and Goddesses wear
tiaras!
My favorite... |
I think this was the one Miss Barbara liked! |
This is the first of two of my rants about this trip. Please come back Thursday for more about Barbara, and the actual literacy signing.
Who is one of your favorite authors? Have you ever had the chance to meet
someone you look up to? Are you one who never lets their nerves show?
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